#sobs my eyes out

[docscrocs]

I had a dream where I married antonov and we raised misha together, wyd

[cheridraws]

just finished song of Achilles </3 I’m. gonna need three weeks to recover

[yevnevlyrics]

If you don't mind me asking, could you do Ame Haruru/After the Rain by Yorushika? It's one of my favorite Elma songs and I don't hear enough people talking about it

Ame Haruru/After the rain - Yorushika - Translyrics!!!

babe ur in luck. i did some for this forever ago :D

finally, the rain fell outside

it reminds me of the blue that keeps crossing my mind

my heart beats to a far off song

where theres a sky, that doesnt need the words to sing along

Until that day i think i had just been sleeping

embarassing to think i lived without knowing a thing

Its true, how you told me, this town you were in was dyed a sort of blue

you knew

so sing with me, youre me whole life

have been forever, will be forever, always and ever

even as words in this song youre dyed your favourite colour

the blue that still fills my whole mind

i just wanna write more and more of these love songs outliving time

even so, next summer i will be whithout

Finally, the rain stopped falling

i can go and see the town you wrote about to me

my heart beats to a song faraway

I kept you waiting too long, didn't i, since that day

And i've just been hiding the truth, i cant do this anymore-

get away, from me, dissapear

as voice or as songs, ahh, as indigo inked words!

just stay away, in any form, that might stop the hurting

like forever swaying curtains

I just wanna feel blown around by your love songs again, one more time

They're the lonely blue of next summer without you

Those forever swaying curtains

In front of the blue sky, the blue still on my mind, our love dancing in time

Even as words, all you'll be are the songs you left behind

Im never gonna let them go

All of you I know, they're dyed and inked in your signature indigo

So sing with me, you're my whole life

Every single day you're the colour of our love that never fades

The dye and ink forever that indigo blue will stay

We're swaying, bodies intertwined

I just wanna write more and more of these love songs outliving time

Even so, next summer i will be without you

[luka-mae]

btw this is what I mean when I say I miss dsmp

Allium duo…. wipes tears away..

[chaichai-draws]

He’s home!!!

I just wanted to leave a close up of the part I started this sketch for.

[transcrawler]

ship so good, a future where they’re safe and retired is called an au

[hinamie]

brighter days ahead

[yourstrulyis]

WHAT RHW FUCK

Fic these were based on below the cut.

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“Fucking useless,” his mother spits at him. “Everything about you.” 

Keigo just clutches his doll tighter. His mother’s voice is slow and sluggish, her words slurring as she degrades him. She always gets like this when she can’t get her happy things. Pills, Keigo’s mind supplies. Alcohol. Drugs. He wasn’t able to bring her any money to get those things and she was getting sicker by the minute. 

“Can’t you do anything right,” she sneers. The eyes she constantly has flitting about her are rolling in the damp dirt. “What were you doing that whole time?! Were you playing? Or were you telling the police about me? Huh?” She shuffles towards him on her knees. Her eyes are bloodshot and sunken in as she stares him down. He isn’t sure what she’s looking for. 

“No,” he answers. Long, spindly fingers tug at his shirt and he stumbles closer to her. His heart races and his wings flap against his back but he lets her tug him until he’s inches from her face. There’s hair clinging to her brow and cheeks from the sour sweat she’s coated in. 

“Liar,” she hisses. “Your father was right. You’re a dirty little rat. A useless little twerp.” Her uneven nails dig into his arms and he feels his feathers sharpen slightly at the pinching pain. He just squeezes his doll tighter. “Don’t you love me? I’m your mother! You should do whatever it takes to take care of me.” 

“I’m sorry.” 

He wants to.

He wants her to not worry about getting the things to make her feel better. He wants them to not worry about where they’re staying the night or what they’ll eat. He wants to make her happy and love him back but he just can’t. He doesn’t like stealing. He doesn’t like hurting people.

He doesn’t like being like his dad. 

“You’re sorry,” she scoffs in disbelief. She shoves him away from her and he fumbles to catch his footing. He steps into the foul water collecting under the bridge they’re resting under. Keigo feels an empty candy bar wrapped brush against his bare toes and he kicks it away. The water ripples around him, the sloshing echoing around them in the shadowed space. 

“Do you have any idea what I go through to take care of you?” Tomie flops backwards until she’s resting against the damp wall covered in algae and piss. “Why are you so ungrateful?” 

Keigo carefully keeps his face as neutral as he can but he’s tired and cold and hungry and his chest feels like it’s full of spiders. “I’m sorry,” he says again because what else can he do? 

“Fuck off,” Tomie growls through clenched teeth. “If you were sorry you woulda got us some money.” She wipes her nose on the shoulder of her shirt which is already crusted over from dried snot. “We need money.” 

“I know.”

“We need money!” 

Keigo doesn’t know what to say to that so he doesn’t say anything. He just shivers in the puddle so his mother can have the dry space to herself. It used to be bigger but there’s chunks of half digested food and stomach bile coating the area he slept last night. 

Their only blanket is wet, the corner having slipped into the water while Tomie writhed in pain. Keigo carefully tucked his plush into his armpit so he could wring out the soiled sheet. The water drips back into the puddle and it sounds like rain.

Keigo hates rain. 

He waddles forward on numb feet and gently lays the dry part of the blanket over his mother’s quaking shoulders. She sniffles miserably and pulls the corners closer to herself as she weeps. 

“What are we supposed to do, Keigo? Momma needs her happy things… She hurts so bad, baby…” 

Keigo resumes holding his only comfort in the world as Tomie mutters to him. The fabric making up Endeavor’s body smells like mildew when he shoves his face into it. 

He flinches when he feels his mother tug at him again. He peeks up over the fake flames to see what she wants. 

“C’mere, baby, Momma’s cold.” She holds the blanket open and Keigo hesitates for only a moment before he crawls onto her lap. “I’m sorry I said those things to you, Keigo. Do you forgive me?” 

“Yes.” 

Tomie wraps the blanket around them both and leans against the wall. She buries her face in his hair and now that he’s surrounded by her, his own body is shaking with how hard she’s trembling.

“Are you sure, honey? Mommy loves you, Keigo, do you forgive me?” 

“Yes, Momma.” 

“You’ll get me what I need, right? Tomorrow?” 

Keigo shuffles uneasily on her lap. It’s boney and uncomfortable and she really stinks and it’s not much warmer than on the other side of the blanket. 

“Keigo?” 

“I’ll get you your happy things,” he promises. Tomie weeps in relief and kisses his head over and over with trembling lips. 

“Thank you, thank you, thank you.” 

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Part 2.

[littlecrittereli]

Where'd all the time go?

I'm not much of an animator but I had this little interaction in my head and a comic wouldn't do it justice...

[kelin-is-writing]

The butterflies in my stomach going CRRRAZZY over him…

[narliee]

because you were there, holding my hand.

[cj-isout]

this flopped so bad bro im

CAN YOU DRAW MORE BROOKE?? she looks absolutely GORGEOUS in your style I-

i HATE BROOKE!!!

[botlabyrinth]

annabeth saying to percy after the ares fight “and you thought you were just a kid” because percy is finally coming into his own as a demigod and realizing his full potential and power, and then later percy saying to annabeth “just be a kid” because he helped annabeth let go of her blind belief in the gods and her soldier mentality and helped her connect to her mortality… in this essay i will

[darling-zain]

me after an ai recreation of my favourite character shows me more affection than anyone ever has in my life

[hermitcraftx]

im gonna be sick like actually

[maggins]

No matter how the world tries to break you, protect the family.